Sometimes
I really hate happy people
And sometimes
I resent the hell out of you
And sometimes, you know
I really hate myself
A higher part of me
Knows that this is wrong
And I wait
For a part of this to make sense
And I wait
Until it's my turn to fight
And I know
I could be waiting a long time
But I wait for you
To tell me everything's alright
And I've walked
A million times beside you
And not once
Have I felt worthy to
And I know
I probably have my own place
Somewhere dark, somewhere cold
Somewhere
Where no one can see me
And I wait
For a part of this to make sense
And I wait
Until it's my turn to fight
And I know
I could be waiting a long time
But I wait for you
To tell me everything's alright
And I've tried
To purify myself
I've pulled the drain
So many times
And I watch
As the waters strip from me
All my pain, all my love
All that will come back tomorrow
And I wait
For a part of this to make sense
And I wait
Until it's my turn to fight
And I know
I could be waiting a long time
But I wait for you
To tell me everything's alright
And I wait
For any of this to make sense
And I wait until
Its my turn to take flight
And I know I could
Be waiting forever
But I wait for you
To tell me everything's alright
Because it doesn't feel alright
Nothing feels alright
Alright
Is that alright
...with you