Sometimes I really hate happy people And sometimes I resent the hell out of you And sometimes, you know I really hate myself A higher part of me Knows that this is wrong And I wait For a part of this to make sense And I wait Until it's my turn to fight And I know I could be waiting a long time But I wait for you To tell me everything's alright And I've walked A million times beside you And not once Have I felt worthy to And I know I probably have my own place Somewhere dark, somewhere cold Somewhere Where no one can see me And I wait For a part of this to make sense And I wait Until it's my turn to fight And I know I could be waiting a long time But I wait for you To tell me everything's alright And I've tried To purify myself I've pulled the drain So many times And I watch As the waters strip from me All my pain, all my love All that will come back tomorrow And I wait For a part of this to make sense And I wait Until it's my turn to fight And I know I could be waiting a long time But I wait for you To tell me everything's alright And I wait For any of this to make sense And I wait until Its my turn to take flight And I know I could Be waiting forever But I wait for you To tell me everything's alright Because it doesn't feel alright Nothing feels alright Alright Is that alright ...with you