Why me?
Why have you selected me to be loved
When I thought I was supposed to be hated
I am an 'it'
A maggot with no sense
A swearword without morals
I am weak and selfish and without hope
I am ugly, scrawny, blind and depressing
I enjoy being cruel to people
If I am all that
Why me?
Why do you want to talk to me?
When I am only going to hurt you
Ridicule you
Be unjust towards you
If I am so sick
Why do you want me to pour your coffee?
And then clean it up when you throw it
Why me?
Why do I deserve to be hit so many times?
And called names I wouldn't call my worst nemesis
If I am your only daughter
Why did you make me an anorexic figure?
You made me a 'masterpiece'
And then said my head was too big for my body
Why me?
Why try to drown me?
And threaten to k** me, if I mean so little to you?
Why won't you love me when I love you so dearly?
You hated me so much
I slashed myself away
I bled so badly on both sides
As a child I pleaded
Don't I matter at all to you?
This is a simple question why