Alaina Macdonald - A Question Why lyrics

Why me? Why have you selected me to be loved When I thought I was supposed to be hated I am an 'it' A maggot with no sense A swearword without morals I am weak and selfish and without hope I am ugly, scrawny, blind and depressing I enjoy being cruel to people If I am all that Why me? Why do you want to talk to me? When I am only going to hurt you Ridicule you Be unjust towards you If I am so sick Why do you want me to pour your coffee? And then clean it up when you throw it Why me? Why do I deserve to be hit so many times? And called names I wouldn't call my worst nemesis If I am your only daughter Why did you make me an anorexic figure? You made me a 'masterpiece' And then said my head was too big for my body Why me? Why try to drown me? And threaten to k** me, if I mean so little to you? Why won't you love me when I love you so dearly? You hated me so much I slashed myself away I bled so badly on both sides As a child I pleaded Don't I matter at all to you? This is a simple question why