[Verse 1: A-Wax]
I'm a wreck
Feeling so alone
Am I talking to myself or am I talking to my hammer? I don't know
Just feel so alone
Lost my sanity I don't know where to find it so I'm knocking on your door
But there's no one home
Gotta try another day I guess I'll go back to playing chess alone
When I lose I win
If I think that it could pay me I risk it driving me crazy
Is it cash? I'ma do it then
That's what got me in this mess pick up my chopper off the dresser co*k it back
Aimin in the mirror
I pray on them s**ers so them s**ers have no choice they have to pray to God
Pray we disappear
I can't hang out with my partners if I do someone will end up getting hurt
At least this is clear
My b**h doesn't understand how much work goes into moving all this work
[Hook]
No one understands how I really feel
Was just off a blunt but now I'm on a pill
I'm like a trainwreck trainwreck trainwreck
Smoking that Trainwreck Trainwreck Trainwreck
I'm all alone it's only me
Just popped a pill I'm smoking weed
I'm just a train wreck you know it's me
Look at the trainwreck it's plain to see
[Verse 2]
I'm just a trainwreck
Smoking on the same
Thinking no way can she want me all she wants is me to become someone else
Hoping I'ma change
But I've been this way so long I'm not sure if wanna or I ever will
Take another pill
Put my heart back in my chest where it belong right on my left roll up my sleeve
Show off all the tats
I done got so many of them on my body I can't get away with much
No more autographs
I can't tell my fans apart from all my enemies and don't know what to do
Hope it all will pa**
Fill my cup back up and take another gulp use it to wash down all the hope
Living out a dream
I can't help you live out yours it ain't my fault that you've been sleepin on yourself
Almost did the same
Now I'm ballin on them b**hes but it is and all I thought it would be
[Hook]
No one understands how I really feel
Was just off a blunt but now I'm on a pill
I'm like a trainwreck trainwreck trainwreck
Smoking that Trainwreck Trainwreck Trainwreck
I'm all alone it's only me
Just popped a pill I'm smoking weed
I'm just a train wreck you know it's me
Look at the trainwreck it's plain to see