A-Wax - Trainwreck lyrics

[Verse 1: A-Wax] I'm a wreck Feeling so alone Am I talking to myself or am I talking to my hammer? I don't know Just feel so alone Lost my sanity I don't know where to find it so I'm knocking on your door But there's no one home Gotta try another day I guess I'll go back to playing chess alone When I lose I win If I think that it could pay me I risk it driving me crazy Is it cash? I'ma do it then That's what got me in this mess pick up my chopper off the dresser co*k it back Aimin in the mirror I pray on them s**ers so them s**ers have no choice they have to pray to God Pray we disappear I can't hang out with my partners if I do someone will end up getting hurt At least this is clear My b**h doesn't understand how much work goes into moving all this work [Hook] No one understands how I really feel Was just off a blunt but now I'm on a pill I'm like a trainwreck trainwreck trainwreck Smoking that Trainwreck Trainwreck Trainwreck I'm all alone it's only me Just popped a pill I'm smoking weed I'm just a train wreck you know it's me Look at the trainwreck it's plain to see [Verse 2] I'm just a trainwreck Smoking on the same Thinking no way can she want me all she wants is me to become someone else Hoping I'ma change But I've been this way so long I'm not sure if wanna or I ever will Take another pill Put my heart back in my chest where it belong right on my left roll up my sleeve Show off all the tats I done got so many of them on my body I can't get away with much No more autographs I can't tell my fans apart from all my enemies and don't know what to do Hope it all will pa** Fill my cup back up and take another gulp use it to wash down all the hope Living out a dream I can't help you live out yours it ain't my fault that you've been sleepin on yourself Almost did the same Now I'm ballin on them b**hes but it is and all I thought it would be [Hook] No one understands how I really feel Was just off a blunt but now I'm on a pill I'm like a trainwreck trainwreck trainwreck Smoking that Trainwreck Trainwreck Trainwreck I'm all alone it's only me Just popped a pill I'm smoking weed I'm just a train wreck you know it's me Look at the trainwreck it's plain to see