[Verse 1:A-94]
We see d**h so much we
Get used to it
But how the f** we get
Used to something when we
Really saying we're afraid
Of this sh**
Looking at people in the
World today
What they do and what they
Say
No one ever shows love anymore
It's always f**ing hate
You expect yourself to f**ing
Be great?
When all you know to do is
Degrade?
You ain't going nowhere in life
With living that way
Pick up a phone
Go visit a friend
Ask em how they been doing
Today
We wasn't put on this world
To f**ing teach hate
But yea i know what you're
Gonna say
"But Arlin,your lyrics
Your songs
Have you even listened to
What you create?"
Yea i know what i make
And i know what i say
I didn't write this song to
Point fingers and not take blame
I wrote it to try and show you what
Really flows through my brain
Yea
Sometimes my mood may change
Might feel like im f**ing going
Insane
"and what you doing cussing?
Thought you was supposed to rap
Plain?
You ain't changing nothing with
The sh** that you're saying!"
Yea f** you
I ain't tryna change sh**
I'd just love to be able to break
A couple records wit some number 1
Hits
Hell
Better yet
Even get a f**ing record deal doing
This sh**!
And if i dont its not gonna make me
Quit
Just strong enough to continue rapping
About my life and my thoughts
How im a third phsycotic
And i won't give a sh**..
[Hook:A-94]
Who am i?
Where do i belong?
Is this what i should
Be doing?
Is it how it should go?
My brains not all there
Some of its gone..
This is the truth
I think you should know
Im two thirds normal
And one third phsyco..
[Verse 2:A-94]
Now if you knew you were going
To die today
How would you react?
Would you try and get forgiveness
For all of your sins
Or would you go balls out?
Now this is just me thinking of
What lifes all about
From when i came into this world
And the day i'll go out
Am i gonna go out with a bang?
Or am i gonna go out real quiet?
Well if you know me at all
You know i'll start a mothaf**in
Riot!
These are just my thoughts coming
From within
And when i put em on this paper
I cause a lot of sin
Yea im crazy
Dont try and tell me different
I just wanna make good music and
Try to get a compliment
My pen felt like it had been dipped
In cement
I just couldn't make it write
Thats why i was being so quiet
And not making music
But now im back with a new tune
To get in touch with your amusement..
You can love me or hate me
You didn't make me and you can't break me
Tell me that im the best or tell me that
I s**
But your opinions of me isnt what gave my
Pen its touch
Oh no
Ive been trapped in my brain
So ahead of my insane thoughts but i feel
Im behind
I try my best to write new material
But i forgot how to rhyme
Is my plan coming to an end?
Is it falling out of place?
I wish i could brake the hands on that
Clock
So no time i would waste
These are my thoughts in my mind
Dont they sound so insane?
But please dont try to judge me
You already know i ain't tamed!
These thoughts in my mind are going
Around and around
If they dont stop quickly im going to pa**
Slick out!
I have no clue what to write
Dont know of a length
But im trying with all of my might
Lets just hope i dont lose all my strength!
[Hook:A-94]
Who am i?
Where do i belong?
Is this what i should
Be doing?
Is it how it should go?
My brains not all there
Some of its gone..
This is the truth
I think you should know
Im two thirds normal
And one third phsyco..
[Verse 3:A-94]
Theirs people starting to say that
Im not all there
Well do i give a sh**?
No!
And will never care!!
Yea
Im crazy
So what?
In order for you to understand
My thoughts am i gonna have
To show ya?
I think im the best with a pen
And from here on out im never
Going to slow up
One of these days ill rock
The stadium and take the whole
Show ova!
Ive came to teach you this game
As i blow up with a flame
Im A-94 b**h
You goin remember my name!
My lyrics and flow is twisted insane
Everyone else is like a white piece
Of bread
Just flat and so plain..
The adrenaline my lyrics give you makes
You feel as if you could jump out of
A plane
This song has just taken a turn
For the worst
And if you thinkin bout battling me
Better bring your own hursh
Build your own casket
Your not healthy enough to
Battle me b**h
Probably end up dying from a heart attack
sh**!
You think you goin beat me in a battle?
You better off tryna find a cure for ebola
Pal..
This world is turning into an even bigger
sh** hole
Got people taking bath salts and eating
Faces off of people
Woah!
Id rather have carrie underwood stick
Her mouth in my underwear
Have a face off with my dick
Do the opposite of a vaccuum and blow
That sh** bare!
Carrie
Forget about who you need to take your
Wheel
I got ya somen even better if you will
Sit on this stick shift in between my
Legs and f** me to d**h!
Haha
Sorry got carried away
In a box under wood
But before i go on i just ask for
One thing if i could
Please just let my spirits live on
Through these crazy a** songs
And if your kinda like me
Somewhat evil and mean
Then you should never let go
Of your one third phsyco..