[Verse 1:A-94] We see d**h so much we Get used to it But how the f** we get Used to something when we Really saying we're afraid Of this sh** Looking at people in the World today What they do and what they Say No one ever shows love anymore It's always f**ing hate You expect yourself to f**ing Be great? When all you know to do is Degrade? You ain't going nowhere in life With living that way Pick up a phone Go visit a friend Ask em how they been doing Today We wasn't put on this world To f**ing teach hate But yea i know what you're Gonna say "But Arlin,your lyrics Your songs Have you even listened to What you create?" Yea i know what i make And i know what i say I didn't write this song to Point fingers and not take blame I wrote it to try and show you what Really flows through my brain Yea Sometimes my mood may change Might feel like im f**ing going Insane "and what you doing cussing? Thought you was supposed to rap Plain? You ain't changing nothing with The sh** that you're saying!" Yea f** you I ain't tryna change sh** I'd just love to be able to break A couple records wit some number 1 Hits Hell Better yet Even get a f**ing record deal doing This sh**! And if i dont its not gonna make me Quit Just strong enough to continue rapping About my life and my thoughts How im a third phsycotic And i won't give a sh**.. [Hook:A-94] Who am i? Where do i belong? Is this what i should Be doing? Is it how it should go? My brains not all there Some of its gone.. This is the truth I think you should know Im two thirds normal And one third phsyco.. [Verse 2:A-94] Now if you knew you were going To die today How would you react? Would you try and get forgiveness For all of your sins Or would you go balls out? Now this is just me thinking of What lifes all about From when i came into this world And the day i'll go out Am i gonna go out with a bang? Or am i gonna go out real quiet? Well if you know me at all You know i'll start a mothaf**in Riot! These are just my thoughts coming From within And when i put em on this paper I cause a lot of sin Yea im crazy Dont try and tell me different I just wanna make good music and Try to get a compliment My pen felt like it had been dipped In cement I just couldn't make it write Thats why i was being so quiet And not making music But now im back with a new tune To get in touch with your amusement.. You can love me or hate me You didn't make me and you can't break me Tell me that im the best or tell me that I s** But your opinions of me isnt what gave my Pen its touch Oh no Ive been trapped in my brain So ahead of my insane thoughts but i feel Im behind I try my best to write new material But i forgot how to rhyme Is my plan coming to an end? Is it falling out of place? I wish i could brake the hands on that Clock So no time i would waste These are my thoughts in my mind Dont they sound so insane? But please dont try to judge me You already know i ain't tamed! These thoughts in my mind are going Around and around If they dont stop quickly im going to pa** Slick out! I have no clue what to write Dont know of a length But im trying with all of my might Lets just hope i dont lose all my strength! [Hook:A-94] Who am i? Where do i belong? Is this what i should Be doing? Is it how it should go? My brains not all there Some of its gone.. This is the truth I think you should know Im two thirds normal And one third phsyco.. [Verse 3:A-94] Theirs people starting to say that Im not all there Well do i give a sh**? No! And will never care!! Yea Im crazy So what? In order for you to understand My thoughts am i gonna have To show ya? I think im the best with a pen And from here on out im never Going to slow up One of these days ill rock The stadium and take the whole Show ova! Ive came to teach you this game As i blow up with a flame Im A-94 b**h You goin remember my name! My lyrics and flow is twisted insane Everyone else is like a white piece Of bread Just flat and so plain.. The adrenaline my lyrics give you makes You feel as if you could jump out of A plane This song has just taken a turn For the worst And if you thinkin bout battling me Better bring your own hursh Build your own casket Your not healthy enough to Battle me b**h Probably end up dying from a heart attack sh**! You think you goin beat me in a battle? You better off tryna find a cure for ebola Pal.. This world is turning into an even bigger sh** hole Got people taking bath salts and eating Faces off of people Woah! Id rather have carrie underwood stick Her mouth in my underwear Have a face off with my dick Do the opposite of a vaccuum and blow That sh** bare! Carrie Forget about who you need to take your Wheel I got ya somen even better if you will Sit on this stick shift in between my Legs and f** me to d**h! Haha Sorry got carried away In a box under wood But before i go on i just ask for One thing if i could Please just let my spirits live on Through these crazy a** songs And if your kinda like me Somewhat evil and mean Then you should never let go Of your one third phsyco..