Zachary Frazier (Ambient Vale) - Mundane lyrics

Fate's got a tight grip on my soul I have so many questions still But I don't want the answers to some It seems it was meant to be That I must never get what I need Her blue eyes, so beautiful and arousing She tugs on my heart and brings me to tears And we've never spoke before Only once in a small room Before I thought I had a chance But now I see those don't exist For me, I never believed in hope I don't believe that I can ever gain love I can never be loved in return That's what I've learned after all these years My current state of loneliness It will surely last, day and night, night and day It'll never let me go, let me be free, be free in me So why can't I feel free? Why can't I be free? Every single day burns a hole in my chest Every single time I ask, they always say “I don't feel the same, sorry” Why do you all do this to me? Every long, atrocious, and brutal day brings about the same thing It's always the same thing, always the same damn thing Maybe if I just had a hand to hold And a side to cling to I could pa** each day in flying colors But dammit, I want it so badly Why won't it ever happen? Why won't it ever happen for me?