Zach Boucher - The End lyrics

[Verse 1] Yeah, I always put the pressure on you With everything you did to me to Well I'm just trying to make an impact You helped me through that But everything we did in the past Made it seem like I'm a kid with dreams that won't come Just a kid who never really believed in love We made connection to make it seem like we were just one Well I gave up on you, I couldn't face that we're done I've got this blood on my hands and the world on my shoulder You knew we were done before it was even over Now you're happy with him? After all that we did? I wonder, I wonder why you bought it to this I'm losing myself, I'm losing everything that I wish And everytime that I'm looking back at the spark of a kid I'm still the kid that you love just not the way that I did I wanna get you out of my head If every single thought of you left I would be the happiest man, wait for your text Cause then I wanted to try us again But then I got stabbed in the back by a so called "friend" right? I'm just a deer in headlights The panic in my mind wouldn't leave but the rest might These dead nights get me at the heart of my best writes Be surrounded by the ones who define A dream is a reality trapped in your mind Give it some time and pa**ion, you should know what I'm asking Lacking everything from talent to the voice of my pa**ion Insight of everything that you loved I never wanted you, cause I only wanted us I wanted to be everything that you would ever love My wingman's in heaven with wings from above And it s**s but I prayed for the day I was giving you everything Always checking my phone Just to see if you're messaging For once, but I gave that up I've been waiting for too long So I think I've had enough of this Should I quit? Am I following a path? Am I just another glitch? Am I just another kid with false dreams and sh**? Or am I stuck inside a dream about to break out of it? [Verse 2] So let me try to get you back for 2 years I should have already told you that my dream's near It's not you, every night when I fought you over a text I lost you And the day when I got you Well I always had no stress And that made me just wanna go back You know I'm better than that Cause if it hasn't k**ed me yet I'm getting stronger Wanting to last longer Dating you was an honour but You left me back at the start You clearly had to do more than simple tear me apart Holding me by the heart but you're crushing it in your palm So who am I if you know I'm already gone? And here I'm still going on, I bottle up my emotions Giving all of what's left my spirit's already open I'm hoping you know, where the hell should I go? I travel alone, I can find happiness on my own [Verse 3] You can't see it, but you're all that I wanted You said we had no expiration date and you promised You are my one hope while you have so many options Draining emotions out of me like I'm a faucet I'm just starting a moshpit in my head when You wanted to be the longest and Since then we haven't been honest Now we're driving apart We've always been driving since the start And then you had to go grab the soul from me I'm not the same I used to be I'm just a kid who wasn't wired right Losing me, loosening, proving you'll never get the truth from me I wanna be someone and finally make the best of me Because I've got no help cause you rejected me We're just complex you see, I need a lesson the One message we had never sent to me I bleed, my soul from my heart And everytime I get my feet up you just tear me apart And everytime I move forward you send me back to the start Losing everything I had and it's leaving a mark My name is Zach and I'm proud I'll never take that for granted I'm never losing my stance You're leaving me here abandoned You're looking for an advantage I'm hungover from this damage I'm never gonna fall for you and land [Verse 4] Concentrated on me Always chasing a dream Inspire the people that Matter until everyone leaves Because that's always how it ends And then it happens again It always happens to friends Look, you're gonna meet some fakes Like I did with multiple dates And everything that you say is a lie You ask if you can have time for yourself Cause your parent's relationship needed help Well I'm sick of this, sick of everything that you did Just cause your parents didn't make it, doesn't really mean sh** We're 18, and that's your level of b**h My heart is burning which led to me burning our bridge On Facebook you wouldn't even change your status You never wanted us, only wanted the practice I tried to spill it all, I'm spilling it with a pa**ion Giving your last chance when none of this should have happened But, I'm glad that you picked him I hope you both are happy in the next gen Departure at its finest but I miss it I'm packing up everything and I'm hoping you won't forget it Or forget me, forget us, forget the fact of what love is And everything it did And everything I look back on My heart rips, you play tricks I'm shining in the moon's eclipse I'm shining in the moon's eclipse