Zach Boucher - Today lyrics

[Verse 1] I've got these feelings trapped deep inside I'm tryin' to make it work, it hurts, but i'm fine I'm looking for the white lights I couldn't describe And I'm looking to me left and hoping you're by my side Always have watery eyes and this feeling of redemption Over thinking the past and changing all our connections Searchin' for other girls and holding back my confessions Saying I'm over you, I'm needing an intervention Trying to speak my mind but never getting attention Wanting to know the truth but terrified of rejection Tryin' to break me down? I'm ready for resurrection I'm trying to get the past back on to another section And yeah, I'm never gonna find "The One" I'm trying to hold your arm and find why we're done I move on and hoping that we could just become The right match and wanting to just express my love and... Sometimes I say this sh** Sometimes I lie to you, Sometimes I lie to me I'm trying to figure out what I really want us to be Honestly it's a difference, a difficult choice Trying to look back at our times of rejoice Seems like our problems are fixed by a joint I just don't understand, I'm just proving a point I just forget what it's like to be happy and a live a good life Stress building up and it never gets right And I want it to end, at least just for a night Just for a night... Is that really to much to ask? I'm looking for you and I wanna go back I wanna be full but your my other half and [Chorus] Today We stood on the wall We laughed at the sun We laughed at it all Today They told us to go We paid them no mind But little did we know [Verse 2] I'm trying to change the past to make it the present I had thoughts in mind but can't finish my sentence I'm looking for you but would never let us It's hard being one when you're so independent If only you knew, how much you meant What did i do to turn this to sh**? I'm up in my room crying over this Solving problems with words while others taking hits Find myself knowing that loves over lust I just want you back, I miss you so much I'm missing your voice, I'm missing your touch Are you missing me too? 'Cause I'm missing your trust And I know that you really don't want this to end How else are we gonna manage to begin? I can't believe your thoughts, words or your context I'm trying to be the bigger man with a concept And this conflict and your logic I treat you right, while others treated like objects I'm spilling hope for you and I'm honest You lost your last chance that I'd ever process And I've progressed to march on You locked me in a cell, my heart is withdrawn And if you try to k** me now, I'll respawn Hopefully with knowledge and finally move on [Chorus] Today We stood on the wall We laughed at the sun We laughed at it all Today They told us to go We paid them no mind But little did we know