Zac Oracle - Orange Soda lyrics

[Verse 1] Orange soda and Whipped Pinnacle's Got my mind drifting into a metaphysical State, dancing around thoughts Like stepping toe to toe with faith Cancer's eating daddy up, lost inside of his gaze Momma said "Why you always coming home high? You know the way that path leads you, That's how Jimbo died" But every line that comes up in my minds refined Another lie to rea**ure her that I'm fine "You can trust in me instead of trusting in that dime You could be a lawyer, instead you're working on your rhymes" But Momma, I've been dying for some solace Tranquility inside my mind's as rare as the solstice I can't focus, I haven't slept good in days Every night I'm caught up in tomorrow's weight Just found out that the black inside of mom-mom's lungs means cancer's back Now mom crying, looking deep into my eyes, "Please Zac I know it's hard, but you've gotta learn how to react" But every time I try to talk the words always retract And all I'm left with is a verbal attack And mama's crying, wishing that she had her baby boy back I'm sorry [Verse 2] Alone I am alone by myself, I am defenseless Staring at the gun on my shelf I could do it.... I should do it... But I'll refuse it till tomorrow comes And I am blanketed by the sun Fresh air and no cares until the day's done Ignorance is bliss, for me, another way to run Away from my life, away from coming undone And going out with a BANG in front of everyone The sun is my sanctuary, I am guarded by the light All my evils surface in the darkest of nights I could give up on the fight And greet the Heavens in the sky, with the angels I will reunite [Outro] No spite shall reignite my pain tonight Even when the darkest of days turn to night No spite... No pain... I'm done... It's over... Over