Z-ro - Happy Feelingz lyrics

[Z-Ro] Lately, my luck has taken a turn for the worse I used to ride in luxury now I'm headed for a hearse At least it feels that way; my day-to-day is full of sufferin' My headaches can't be relieved by aspirin or Bufferin Am I tougher than my problems? I like to think so But every time I try to rise all I do is sink slow Like I'm out in the Pacific and my vessel capsized Seems like I been going through it since I got baptized Mr. Jesus I can feel him all up in my bones Cause he be giving me game on how to live my life long Can't forget about the angels at the psychiatric center Helping me to feel like I'm a winner Got me taking Lexapro, just so I can improve my mood It got me feeling like I'm giant, all obstacles better move Or get flattened in the process of me reachin' to the top Y'all know that I'm the cream of the crop And all my people say... [Hook] Getcho' a** up out my way Satan I got a mansion, robe, and a crown waitin' Never again will you catch me livin' in sin Cause when the pearly gates open I wanna be steppin' in Getcho' a** up out my way Satan I got a mansion, robe, and a crown waitin' I do away with you devils so I can make it to the top And remain sane even when a n***a dealing with a lot [Z-Ro] I'm all alone but guess what that's all right Facing my fears and producing tears that's all night Yeah I'm a grown man but I still cry sometimes Cause I'm a sponge soaking up pain trying to come out the rain I been doing right all my life and still sufferin' While murders and crooks out there bubblin' I need a break, so many decisions to make I can't concentrate, cause everybody in my life is so fake All the years that I wasted lovin' and tryin' to build With somebody who was never even feeling me for real I thought I had a family but out the window it went With all my legal problems and all this beefin with thirty cents I'm a loner, pillow to post, solo on the corner b**h don't know nothing 'bout Joseph she just want "Z-Ro" to bone her But I'm old school till I'm in my burial plot I just need a lady to dig me when I'm dealin' with a lot [Hook] [Z-Ro] Ain't no happy feelingz in the air So lately I been searching for happiness through my prayers Holy Father, can you hear me when I'm down on my knees? I need a bridge over troubled water, save me please I'm just a lost soul tryin' to find his way back home Everything I love has been takin' away from me now I'm alone But it's all good, tell me when the sun gon' shine On this nothing a** motherf**in life of mine Mama it been 20 years since I seen yo face Do me a favor, ask god if I'm included in his grace Cause I'm feeling abandoned like the last man standing So much poverty and pain this ain't the way that I planned it All I wanted was to make a little money and split Take care of my people and grow old with grandchildren and sh** I'm still happy, even if my cases don't get dropped And remain sane even when a n***a dealing with a lot [Hook]