Z-ro - Blast Myself lyrics

[Chorus: Z-Ro] I wake up in the morning & I ask myself. Is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? Before I go to sleep at night I ask myself. Is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? Look at myself in the mirror & I ask myself. Is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? I got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help. So is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? [Verse 1: Z-Ro] Tell me where to go to get a peace of mind 'Cause all I see is suicide receivin' me by my tec9 Although my tattoo reads 'no more pain' Lately I feel the needle hit me up in vein Most of my real n***as are dead They done left me with my fake friends The ones that always need you But don't appreciate friends I'm solo when I roll I live and die by myself That way nobody can blame me for the d**h of somebody else 'Cause the way these n***as hate me is an epidemic I'm in the line of fire 24/7 Constantly steppin' in it Hate me 'cause I'm doin' good Hate me 'cause I ain't doin' bad At least I got to be a Dad But I got no seeds I used to bleed for some other cats creation But as far as I'm concerned I would've burned for those creations My family didn't make it Make me wonder will I last myself. So is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? [Chorus: Z-Ro] I wake up in the morning & I ask myself. Is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? Before I go to sleep at night I ask myself. Is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? Look at myself in the mirror & I ask myself. Is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? I got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help. So is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? [Verse 2: Z-Ro] It ain't that I sound like 'Pac I sound like stress Just like automatic when I'm down & depressed I shed tears 'cause I do it so good Thanks to my nothin' a** homies off the block n***a f** my hood I couldn't sh**, shower or shave Unless I was willin' to pay That's why I wasn't willin' to stay I could do bad by myself I ain't even have no money for me And y'all was laughin' like me sufferin' was funny to see So wonder why I don't give a f** about bein' here On the other hand I murder muthaf**ers 'Do we have a problem here?' If you beat me to the trigger I ain't mad homey Least I ain't gotta cry no more No more feelin' sad homey I know Trae got my back He gon' look out for my people God leave me not into temptation Deliver me from evil And if it's my time, I'm ready If it ain't, I'm a ask myself. Man, is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? [Chorus: Z-Ro] I wake up in the morning & I ask myself. Is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? Before I go to sleep at night I ask myself. Is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? Look at myself in the mirror & I ask myself. Is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? I got problems but too much pride for me to ask for help. So is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? [Verse 3: Z-Ro] I ain't tryin' to be a role model, but I am. What kind of role model get arrested for 300 grams? I struggle with my addiction, I ain't perfect Realize that it's bringin' me closer to my grave So maybe it's worth it The more codeine I drink The more I'm not awake I'm like a prisoner And syrup is the way I escape But this message is to the kids Do as I say & not as I do 'Cause there could be a brighter future for you But as for me; all I know is drama, all I know is pain 27 & I don't know how to smile & that's a shame I came in 1977, the first one By age 10 or 11 full blown smokin' blunts 'Cause weed was what I needed to evade & escape But reality would end up smacking me dead in my face Now that I'm gone, I got no more cheeks to turn. So I ask myself, man is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? [Outro: Z-Ro] Went to the preacher full of liquor Tryin' to ask for help. Said is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? Movin' so fast I done f**ed around & cast myself. Man is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? I'm tired of bein' broke. Where was I when the cash was dealt? Man is life worth livin' should I Blast Myself? I just can't take it, I ain't even gotta ask myself. Maybe life ain't worth livin' I'm a Blast Myself.