Yxngbosa - It's a Heartache lyrics

I hate it I hate it the way that your always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate when your not around (yuh b*tch) And the fact that you didn't call But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you Not even a little close Not even a little bit (wa) Not even not all (ay ay yea) Ay Ay Ay Y'all I'm crushing on a girl That doesn't even love me back Yuh I feeling for some love I might have a heart attack With these pills and drugs And my eyes turning back Do you think she would love me Even I didn't fu*king rap Y'all Xanax in my system Just to take the pain away I never wanted you to leave I just wanted for you to stay Love got me swinging Make me have a hard day F*ck on all them hoes I want you to remain Yea I just want you to stay Your in my brain I try to go to therapy I wanted her to remain Can't love a girl without having heartbreak If I never had rap, I would never had felt betrayed Y'all I'm crushing on that girl That doesn't even love me back Yeah I'm feeling for some love I might have a heartattack All of these pills and drugs That some ice in turning on my back Do you think she even love me even if I fu*king didn't rap Y'all even I thought even if I didn't rap She would still love me back But I guess I should of left it all in the past (yuh hey ay ay) Said I would of left it in the past But now I can't come back Give you my love back Do you think you really could of left it in the past Do you really think we could just focus in the future Cuz sometimes I feel really bad, looking back at the memories All in my brain, f*ck those memories Causing me pain So I'm gonna go head and drink until it's all hazing Until I'm dazing I don't want to go back to them old days Wait hol (Wait whatca) Yuh Ay Ay Yuh Yuh