Yüth Forever - FOREVER lyrics

You were my pen, you were my paper You were my devil, you were my savior You were what was in my head at 3AM When my mind was too stubborn to let anyone else in I'm a lost cause My gun talks It tells me how it wants me gone All the pills I cough Told me to write this song I've been written off I'm always on the rocks, ha Microphone check I'm still feeling depressed Nobody cares til you've got rope marks around your neck So fake your d**h, fake your d**h Pretend you're on your last breath My façade will carry me to the end And if we're being honest the suicide notes were just written for attention Because you all didn't use to love me back before the depression And now my minds full of garbage so they prescribe narcotics And to be d**hly honest it's k**ing me how distant I've gotten How distant I've gotten Undiagnosed f**ing has-been Still spends his life in a hospital bed and Hocks up his own mistakes and engraves all of the dates Of each time he laid waste to a blessing in the creases of his young face Waltzing in the moonlight With all the friends inside my own mind Nothing new, I think I'm better off alone right? I only smile to waste time Between now and when I die We only smile to waste time Between right now and when we die And when I'm awake at 3 am Guess what's on my mind again It's not you but the youth We're all alone so follow suit Into nothing, just me and you Forever And ever Forever And ever