[Verse] Thinking of real friends, giving up what's been with me Family has been with me, hurting them and hurting me That's what its gone to love my self lovin' you had to find my happiness ot is with you knowing all the pain knowing all the pain it won't go away I think it's here to stay I lost you, you weren't mine f** my life once more time (love you) Love everyone that hurts to me hate everyone that cares for me [Refrain] I dont know why I dont know why i dont know why