Yung Gage - Never Had Nothin' lyrics

Im growing up to be nothing but a fatherless child/ And if you still locked up don't start callin me now/ I respect the fact that you tried and you tried/ But you promised ya oldest son that you'd try until you died/ In and out of jail I'm wondering if pop cares/ And I got some questions to ask but you not here/ I hope that when you start falling god speak to you/ I'm more of a father to Lateef than you/ Don't get me wrong I still got love/ Im trying to stay outta trouble but yet I still got d**/ See if you was here I wouldn't have to sell/ Thanx to mom and my man Dee Bee, see they here to tell me to not grab the L/ chorus-All my life I aint never had nothing but a family,alot of n***as that envied,and a long knife/All my life I aint never had nothing but a mother,a lil sister,and a lil brother/All my life I've been tryin to get a deal,n***as hatin on me hard and they gotta be k**ed/All my life I aint never had nothin,I never had nothin in my life/ I was six the first time I held a gat/ Didn't know what to do so I put it right back/ Couple years back I was more than broke/ Begging my moms to buy me a sherlin coat/ Got caught outside 3 in the morning/ Smoking stoges riding bikes got my as beat till I was yawning/ Even though my moms can't stand me/ I'm still trying to make her proud like the cartoon family/ Growing up in the Cuse is too much work/ Watchin my man die in the street is too much hurt/ So I never felt nothin but pain/ And if I don't continue spitting flames than I guess nothing will change/Holla chorus