Youth Fountain - Mishap lyrics

Desperately wondering, am I not all there? When I take a fall just to knock me off my feet again Cause lately, I'm so angry and I hide behind the flask I could've sworn I'd be in a better place in my life by now But I made a pact, if I could tie up these loose ends I'd forgive and let go of my past (but I can't) And at first glance, you'd see I've been damaged like the rest Whether to be so calm, or carry on It won't help me forget this brevity My worthless wants and needs I'm so misеrable, self-involved And I don't know how to еscape the in-between I complicate everything Too much agony that I bring I lost sight of me, and I'm still incomplete And I know they all agree But I made a pact, if I could tie up these loose ends I'd forgive and let go of my past (but I can't) And at first glance, you'd see I've been damaged like the rest Whether to be so calm, or carry on It won't help me forget this brevity My worthless wants and needs I'm so miserable, self-involved And I don't know how to escape the in-between And I don't know how to escape the in-between And I don't know how to escape the in-between This is beyond my control And I've got a long way, a long way to go So I'll say, so long, cause I never belonged I thought I was above it all, this is my last call I don't think I'm gonna make it And I'm not the first to admit I've got too much I hold in, am I gonna break or bend? But I made a pact, if I could tie up these loose ends I'd forgive and let go of my past (but I can't) And at first glance, you'd see I've been damaged like the rest Whether to be so calm, or carry on It won't help me forget this brevity My worthless wants and needs I'm so miserable, self-involved And I don't know how to escape the in-between And I don't know how to escape the in-between And I don't know how to escape the in-between