[verse 1] Trying to run from the dead All of these vibes in my head Bout to fall over the ledge Bout to jump over the ledge All of my plans is not meeting plans All of these fans is not being fans They are not doing all what their saying Only raising me high as the sand Don't even know why i'm still at it I lie to myself say its only pa**ion I don't even feel the sparking static Like I did when i first started rapping Had a beauty idea of being famous Now i just rather be school famous Daily living got me feeling tainted Everything is already dated All of my goals ain't nothing to hold To a new figure i'm tryna mold Late as of lately my heart has been cold Can't be defrosted i'm stuck in this cold Save me save me please no will Help me help me leave me no will Expecting worse for the better gain Living my life in the bitter ways [outro] Soul is being abandoned This plane is crashing can't land it A hero can't stop what is destined Even the finest destructed Mythologies haven't been proven The wins in my head have me losing The songs in my phone have you cruising I get sea sick its titanic I get sea sick its titanic If i get sea sick it's titanic Gettin sea sick its titanic Day im sea sick it's titanic Gettin sea sick its titanic Day im sea sick it's titanic All these hard days and these lonely nights Only resulted in the darkest nights Suicidal never seen the light Hope to see me in the