Young Wizzy RSA - Suicide lyrics

[Chorus: Young Wizzy Rsa] See I put my mind on the table Pain feeding on me I'm thinking suicidal I feel numb and death right here ain't the only rival It's beyond my power I mean Incase I end up dead, know I ain't dead yet But Daddy lower the casket I'm deep in the blood, deep in the red in a bucket I am tryna hale out anyway I'm kicking the bucket I can't find my way out, even under my mindset I've given up [Verse: Young Wizzy Rsa] "Come to papa" he said, the devil calling for my soul but I'm shaking my head! I said "no I can't, cause I'm going that way" He asked "why" I told him "cause I want the daily bread!" Huh! I tried to go my way up God ain't even accept! me The lord has accepted everyone except! me Regrets in my in head "sh*t, the f*cker offends me!" He said "turn back to the devil" I said "Kick me out! Or f*cking give me the bread my soul is hungry as f*ck!" Sh*t I'm going back to Earth before I killed me I had doubts "That's disrespectful" He Closed the gate on my face The devil coping my pace Imagination is a fork But the results are a bore! I ended up coming back to life without permission at all Was is worth dying for? I guess the point of the song is don't make a fool of yourself There's no peace behind the walls but just horror itself So don't kill yourself Just, respect yourself Just, Love yourself And put yourself as first Trust me you will deal with the misery and the pain itself [Chorus: Young Wizzy Rsa] See I put my mind on the table Pain feeding on me I'm thinking suicidal I feel numb and death right here ain't the only rival It's beyond my power I mean Incase I end up dead, know I ain't dead yet But Daddy lower the casket I'm deep in the blood, deep in the red in a bucket I am tryna hale out anyway I'm kicking the bucket I can't find my way out, even under my mindset I've given up