Young Walt - Dawson's Interlude lyrics

The longer I'm here the more I think the game is all mine as soon as I take over I think all y'all need a makeover If I said it I don't regret it, I just forget it like the hangover Swear my mind working like Steve Jobs and Da Vinci Swear my mind stay plotting when my eyes closed Swear my mind knows every way that the dice roles Heating up but still feeling ice cold Should have been on this wave in high school Might have been able to talk to Taylor, even just to tell her I liked her sister, I still miss her I swear me and the lil' homie crushing at the same time Swear I never had to change mine Swear if it happens now we might have to FaceTime Remind the boy of the positives of having a changed mind I swear I'm on the same grind I swear I only changed flows twice and if I didn't I might have saved time I swear I'm the only one getting the most out of life I swear I'm the only one not living a teenage life at night I'm only 18 lacking everything but direction They don't know what's next like viewer discretion I guess I just need the attention Seeing shadows of my future these boys still acting like egg men My heart out in the open like I was wearing a pendant Flow got me feeling independent I set myself up for failure with you all as my jury like the fifth amendment I care what you think, same way I care what you drink It's not that I never felt it it's just that I never sent it It's just not what I intended, I swear I never meant it I swear I can feel the distance getting to me Used to live a single life now he don't even share single texts with me I feel like I should be looking for a girl to have s** with me Swear my mind too focused on everybody feeling in debt to me, but never gotta write a cheque to me I swear I'm my only worst enemy I swear I'm the only one who's defending me They on me to pick a celeb to sleep in my bed I swear they just like to poke through the fence Too scared to come for my head They don't get the message like I left them on read "I'm so tired oh I'm so tired" I swear I'm the only one awake these days I swear I'm the only one who doesn't take a break these days I swear I'm the only one whose got anything at stake these days Oh I'm so tired, yeah I'm so tired And sometimes I think about Marissa and how I never asked out Alexis Sometimes I think about how I don't even have exes Sometimes I think about moving to Texas Sometimes I be thinking a little too reckless I'm sorry, it's too late to change the past I'm content with this story I'm trying to retire by the time that I'm forty I'm trying to drive something foreign through the hills to meet up with 40 I'm trying find a family wizard who'll risk it all for me Yeah, because I got a dawg who wears his jerseys in threes I got a dawg coming home and I pray he finds peace They all bark and no bite so I keep my dawgs on a leash I'm just not in a position to preach I think I'm getting a reputation for negativity I swear I don't know what got in to me I swear you all be acting so industry And I swear I be talking selectively Still couldn't take me down if you forming an infantry I just wanna start flexing my chivalry I swear I just see this sh** differently I had to put out the fire because you'll probably take it all literally I swear I'm just embracing the villainy I swear I'm just providing the imagery I swear I'll cut all of you instantly I'm just telling you I think I'm losing my mind I think jealousy determines my enemies I swear if any more pictures hit my twitter feed I know none of you want no twitter beef I pray that Stargirl might be the end for me And I swear I'm a creative genius Zero on my back I feel like Gilbert Arenas I swear I'm Steve Nash to the city of Phoenix I just make the transition seamless You can all make a list I won't fall below 2 I swear we'll win even if we go down 0-2 I never claimed it but I own this city and the O too You begging for a diss like I owe you If I never said it I think I'm the greatest I swear this new track got me feeling weightless They wanna gas me up still missing my payment I don't want any drama I just issue my statement I feel like success is scrolling through my contacts to find someone that isn't famous I need my number on the need to know tho She hit me up like boy I need to know tho Oh I know, and I tried but I'm so tired I swear I got Marty Schubert on the line Boy growing up before my very eyes, I swear I want Nori to call me uncle Walt Dinner with Kim and Ye like "I'm sorry I should of called" I used to date Kendall, I'm too involved It's safe to say we both evolved I'm only now starting to see my greatest fears get resolved Momma told me boy you swimming with sharks, your tears better be salt I told her these boys just praying the chamber don't revolve I swear 8 months ago I was just praying for my guys to evolve I swear I'm so intrigued by Asian culture Insert Cole joke man I'm just moving forward They don't ever cross me like the Mexican border I can't keep up with you I never was a good corner I swear my only fault was the order I swear I keep everything with me like a hoarder I swear I'm just trying to drive the world forward I swear I'm just trying to be confidently effeminate, cautiously affectionate I'm just trying to find a post modern feminist I swear all my friends are degenerates I swear I just want to be like Ellen Degeneres I swear self destruction is imminent I swear I don't wanna f**, I just wanna get intimate I swear I'm starting to think I'm the only one who understands And I didn't know we made plans, but I cancel well in advance I swear I'd give anything for her and I to hold hands I'm not insecure I'm just good at picking out insecurities I think me and Emma Watson could live together for eternity I got a lot on my mind there's a lot that's concerning me I just prefer to discuss it internally I swear I'm living out a prophecy I swear they just don't see the hypocrisy I swear I'm the next Walt Disney, yeah I swear I'm the prodigy I swear I treat the group chat like my therapist I just don't have time for arrogance I'm just too focused on my daughters inheritance And when Dan answers the phone I'll tell him I'm all for going there again The vision ain't the hoodie the vision is Selena wearing it I got so much to say the problem is I ain't ever airing it I swear this is just something to free all these demons And if you bring up my girl I'll go right back to scheming I wish my life was me dreaming I swear I always had bars I just needed a reason Yeah, I swear it just feels like we go in circles It just feels like I need a change It just feels like this is more than a game And tell me, did you ever think that it was more than a name? I don't know I swear I'm running laps against a stop watch I swear I'm high jumping on the top notch They busy playing limbo, one dawg playing hopscotch I swear they don't know what it takes to be top dawg I swear I'm the only real one, rest of y'all is just knock offs I swear I'm the only one not trying to get his co*k off They all looking for the bear, might need to sharpen my claws I made the boy go missing my bars the probable cause Anybody wanna try I'll put em' on the cover of Jaws I mark my k**s with an X, got me feeling like Kaws The old homie just trying to goat the GOAT He doesn't want peace he wants dinner and a show I would think he would be the one to know The repercussions that seem to come with this flow And they keep talking I think they all just delirious I hate to do it but how else will they take me serious I get so pa**ive aggressive I'm just not that imperious I swear I told you this would happen if you getting too curious And I know, sometimes I just get in the zone Word to Carlos, I'm just missing the nose I swear no one knows, and they all got their hoes Yet they quick to point fingers soon as one doesn't show I swear sometimes I think I'm the only one who sees it I swear sometimes I think I'm the only one blowing my nose with a kleenex I swear I feel like I'm immortal, still standing even though they all know my weakness I swear sometimes I start to think that I could be Jesus Oh I know, I'm so arrogant I smell your piss from here like you bathed in asparagus I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to take it there again The higher powers just testing my patience I don't mean to lash out I just feel so complacent I find myself in the same situation, thinking back to that talk in the basement Nothing's changed, back to basics He don't feel the wave he's back to Asics How I got so much on my mind and it still feels so spacious? I've gone on too long they just praying for cadence I'm praying that all of my dawgs can run free I'm praying for More Life for me and my enemies I swear I just have so many ideas on how to change the world And I'd give them all up for a chance to date this girl And the chat don't ever listen they just think that I'm lonely I swear that if you listen closely You can hear us drifting ever so slowly I swear sometimes y'all make me feel like a foreigner Maybe I just got my guard up Maybe I just wish we could go back to Florida Maybe I just miss kicking it when it's the four of us Oh I swear Oh I'm so tired oh, oh I'm so tired and I swear I just need to find where this all ends and we're all friends, oh I'm so tired and I swear I just need to find where this all ends and we're all friends oh I swear