Young Trigger - Staring At These Walls lyrics

i'm locked up in a cell doing time surrounded by darkness and there ain't no sunshine my easy life is what got me here 25 with and L so I got no fear Everyday all i do is walk the yard read some books and play some cards write some letters routine calisthedics I do what I do and that's what's expected i think about my son and what he's doing today I did the crime but it's him that has to pay one day when he gets older I hope he'll understand why it wasn't around teach him how to be a man I hope he takes care he's a mom becasue i can't when i seen the cops I should have ran can't put off the inevitable damn so i took my punishment and took a stand chorus looking at my life as it fades away try to make it through everyday staring at these walls all I see is your face baby baby I think I'm going crazy now I follow away from the one i love feeling so sad and ut's all because i'm so far away from the ones I need I wish I could hold you but it's only in my dreams I should have spend more time with them I should have loved them instead of being mad i put no one above them they were my family and they were there for me when I didn't have a car till I started making G's from beginning to the end their love was pure my son's mother was the only girl i trusted for sure when sh** went down she was down to roll and when I wasn't around she was in control she put it down an took my heart that's why I gave her my name and another baby I ask god for forgiveness and for god to save me to show me the way it's supposed to be or at least to my son cause its too late for me and hopefully hebecomes a better man than me I'm a G and that's how I got to live god bless my family, my girl , and my kids. chorus 2x