Young Taylor - My Life tha Notch lyrics

Verse 1: I don't need no help, I'll put you up a dusty shelf But I will help my Fam, get a knife I will stab The ones that try to hurt them, you'll regret, make it feel like sin ... Yeah .. Crucified, throw you in the water, call it baptized I try to keep my fam alive, to go outside, don't have to hide Just survive, get in the car, we ride To another country, to the other side Of the state, where we hate Verse 2: I hate where I live, I'll break you, your weak as a stem I use to live in Arkansas True Story, I was treated poorly We lived in the hood, I was miss understood I was the only white, if theirs a problem, we solve em So I put up a fight, all these people are uptight Verse 3: Mamma said, instead Why won't you get back into the draw I said mamma, not right now, were in the middle of the mall I got a phone call, they said you make the other rappers drop down and fall I don't like being left out, so I scream and shout The truth, While I drive the car, I needed more fuel To my fam, you betta not be cruel Look I had to put this in a freestyle, to show that without denial I'll past any trial so read the dial Take a reading into this rhyme, do'n it for my family, every time People need to learn vocabulary, the big words I say, dey be starr'n at me Don't get my words twisted or reversal Your spinn'n my head, I'm in a twirl Everything on tv, all I see is people crying, whining, trying In there soul, but all they want to do is dig and hide like a moul Verse 4: I don't like how people treat, other people but keep Your problems inside, and the reason is why They might've been thru a lot, they might've lost somebody who was shot You make me feel like nothing, but here is something You put a bullet thru my brain, nothing eva gonna be the same You put a bullet thru my brain, blood going out my vain Shot, bang, bang, all of the people are dead, so are the gang My friends are apart, we use to go out and drive karts, look at the people left in this chart It k**s, for reals, messes with my mind, all of the secrets are actually in my mind, thats where you'll find The truth of belief, don't wanna fight, don't want no beef All fights are ridiculous, I'm very curious Why God, why not make me fade in the fog He said I have a reason here, well I walk away with the smile, well cheer, the end of the smile is near, was it that clear? My life is a hard notch, lemme drink dat scotch Art, was the start Of me, but you see I stopped for a whole other level, I'll tell you little clever My bestfriend moved to Oklahoma, I did everything for him and you know what? End: You know what? You know what? You know what? You know what? ... He was trying show, everyone who knows What life is, don't get a miss Til tha fame, or there getting there money, playing a game