Young Star - Mathew Vs. Xavier lyrics

Let me introduce myself I go by Emm-Exx This is an auto-biography. Shout-out to Young Star for giving me this beat (Verse 1) Only 17 years young, and feeling insane Those who know me well have çalled me Shane Time for something new, it's time for change I'm now going by my middle, cause my first is lame I have 2 middle names, Mathew-Xavier It's a perfect fit, describing my behavior Each name stands for a personality I have 2, each with originality It's sort of like a battle between me and my conscious Looking out for me, saying avoid all nonsense Two voices on my shoulders, arguing with each other An angel and a devil going at one another By no means though, am I religious Only on a quest to be rich and famous Can't take this routine life any more This is not what I was born for 2 people in one, I must have a disease Wanna-bes sticking out their hands when I sneeze Cause when I say I'm sick, they think its contagious My flow is smooth, and my lyrics are outrageous My life is not controlled by some prescription pill Some wordplay there, that sh** was clever Your choice. you can like me now or never Until I'm the sh**, I will endevour Don't care if I have to write forever (Verse 2) Mathew is the calm me, a laid-back fellow Not much to say, just feel real mellow Get A's in school and act real cool Cla** President, still being a fool Never being absent, preparing for college So I can go and pay for unwanted knowledge How will chemistry and english help me account? I'm good with numbers, always get the right amount Ordinary, Average Mathew is nothing great Same thing everyday, ignoring my fate Yet, This is the me that everybody sees Get a first impression and they think they know me (Verse 3) But there's something that they don't know About my other side, my alter-ego The wild side, slightly ghetto Raised with 6 black friends in a student home One other white kid though, I wasn't alone We came real close, like family, like brothas Not watching my back, knowing we all have eachothas They got me loving rap, and wanting to ryhme But I was only 6 or seven at the time As I got older the feeling stayed the same I got better and practiced for the game Tell myself everyday, I will have that fame This is Xavier, this is my dream I picture having lots of fans, attention and green When I say green, I mean 2 things One buys me sh**, the other gives me wings The only 2 necessities I need A sh** load of cash and a little bit of weed Money is the object controlling the world Get me anything I want. I could pick any girl Buying by the ounce, or even a pound Stuff fat blunts, then smoke then down Down all the their stingers When its too hot to hold in your fingers Wake up, Bake up, smoke til the high has begun Living the good life, everyday is fun No more schedule, no more schools Care-free. Only obeying my rules Keep smoking till its all diminished Til I smoke that last gram, I ain't finished f** a god, I am my own savior Mathew is dull, compared to Xavier.