[Hook] If I die before I wake, don't show luv, just keep up hate Stay far away if you are fake, God forgive me for my mistakes If the struggle get too hard, and I hit the boulevard Please don't ever judge my heart [Verse 1] Do demons get forgiveness, ice water replaced my blood I bottle emotions that flow like the ocean, until it flood I rose from the mud, like shrek of the projects We placed here like projects, rejects with defects Used to be Tecs now it's dracos giving gangs halos They don't even beef over pesos and never heard of potatoes It's f** silence, teens with no guidance, and no will to live It's pointless violence, quit whiling, we all somebody's kids [Hook] If I die before I wake, don't show luv, just keep up hate Stay far away if you are fake, God forgive me for my mistakes If the struggle get too hard, and I hit the boulevard Please don't ever judge my heart [Verse 2] Well, Mugz how the f** we supposed to make enough bucks How the f** we supposed to shine at the back of bus Our pride won't let us get a job but it'll let us rob Sell crack weed pills and lean with no prob Swipe cards move hard and k** with no prob No remorse for a corpse we young with no hearts We ain't looking for a way out, we just tryna survive We lost our pa**ion for ball, so cash is the main prize For that cash we'll k** or die and never ask why Some did it for the fam others did it for what they could buy No surprise, homicide still high over them Jordan's Rest In Peace to homie, his kids is now orphans Just another distortion to keep blacks blind Read the print that's to hard to find, see what you find I lost my mind, along time ago, where it be, I don't know But I'm ready to die with a loaded 45 so let's go [Hook] If I die before I wake, don't show luv, just keep up hate Stay far away if you are fake, God forgive me for my mistakes If the struggle get too hard, and I hit the boulevard Please don't ever judge my heart