Young Mite - Venting lyrics

(Goo...I just need you all to close your eyes and vibe with me on this one.. yeah, its Young Mite..) [Verse 1: Young Mite] Lately I haven't been devoted to my music Its like I have a good hand, yet I'm folding and I'm loosing Man, this sh** is so confusing I don't know, what I'm doing I just hope, that I'm improving... as a man Cause I know that I'm in proving land! The game is a long road and nobody take my hand Life's a beach and I'm just a grain of sand And if I ever fall? I just hope I understand My feelings all clustered And if I'm headed anyway? I hope its upwards Cause "the sky is the limit" is what Biggie told me And "only God can judge me" is what Pac showed me! So I'm on my grind til I have more green Then a field of a soccer team But, til then still searching for answers like Socrates I'm feeling so lonely at times, I'm obviously Not doing something right, and constantly Falling behind and not paying mind To the things in life that truly matter I'm climbing to success and my fans are my ladder Yeah! My true friends? my pen about to leak on that Matter a fact? I ain't even gotta speak on that Show em love and I see it right back! BFL I'm about to put us on the map! I promise I'm going off like a phone that needs charging If you ain't with us be alarmed then Cause momma told me I'mma be a star when I keep it real, 100 that's for starting I mean starters, hop on this starship And lets take off, where the stars is And I'm not talking about Hollywood And we ain't coming back until we all good! (..Mizzy..) (It's like everyday that goes by.. feels like another day I didn't take advantage of No matter how much I do, no matter how hard I try, I feel there's something missing.. And I don't know what it is...) [Verse 2: Young Mite] Maybe its that special someone Or probably just a common Feeling for a rapper Working so damn hard, yet progress ain't ma**ive Gets me asking If this is my true calling Or I'm in the wrong path Just another fool falling For money, hoes, and mistakes? If that's all this is about? Than I'm feeling out of place! Cause that real is what I bleed I swear I have it in my veins! Same reason why, I f**ed everything up the other day Saying things I'm not suppose to say To a beautiful friend I intended no disrespect But feelings got mixed up, I was loosing my breath Told her I want to f**, like if it was correct That I have so much lust, not thinking I would forget To say just how much love, I really have for her.. sh**... I saw that look in her eyes, she couldn't believe it That look I despise, the reason being That could of been the last time I ever see it If it is, just know my heard you're never leaving And if I ever make it big Thank you for believing.. (..Mizzy..) (and my homie doing ten in the pen.. I love em to d**h, I'm a true friend.. Yeah.. I'll never let down those who keep me up, and those who want to keep me down? You ain't trying hard enough.. Nope! this is not my heart full of resent see This is just another rapper venting...Thank you for listening..)