Being alone Away from my home I was a different man Did I understand there were decisions to make? Bills to be paid I was a different man Now at this stage, Turning a page, I re-examine these ways Though it’s hard to explain Exactly what I know now And what I have lost I hope I find it (Chorus) Until then I’ll be hanging around And waiting for someone to bring me down sponsored links Standing my ground In spite of all what I know to be true And what else should I do? But rid these awful feelings that I haven't used (Verse) Well there’s a blue bird inside of me But I won’t let em out There’s a middle age plan, overrun by self doubt There's a mountain of need There's the man that you see Yea, I've a blue bird inside of me But I’m trying to be tough As a boy I was told that I didn’t have the stuff It’s just something in me Something in me (Pre-Chorus) I’m being alone Away from my home I was a different man Did I understand there were decisions to make? Bills to be paid I was a different man Now at this stage, Turning a page, I re-examine these ways Though it’s hard to explain Exactly what I know now And what I have lost I hope I find it (Chorus) Unti then I'll be hanging around Waiting for someone to bring me down Just standing my ground In spite of all what I know to be true And what else can I do? But rid these awful feelings that I haven't used? (Verse) Was it I or another person in this life? Standing here, quiet-eyed and oh so unaware Live at last, that’s an inspiration from my past Beating fear of a distance which just so unclear