Young L3x - A Mother's Cry lyrics

[Verse One: Young L3x] Since the morning I thought about ya Good and bad thoughts pa**ing through my head Then I realized you wasn't in your bed But instead you was out partying When you should be home And I was lobbying; you not to go and leave us alone Is clubbing really fun with the violence that's around? You say it's another town but your still on the ground And anything can happen, you should be cautious Knew that my talking was getting ignored But please come home if you start getting bored And don't drink and drive in the Honda Accord I swear most nights I don't get this nervous But tonight I feel like the devil might be working So I pray to God as I closed my eyes Promised him many lies in exchange for a piece of mind I closed my eyes & I promised lies In exchange for a piece of mind [Hook: Tierra Wilson] Can't forget the day you closed your eyes (eyes) I was mad at God I had to say goodbye Cus I wanted some more time with you If you knew these tears I cry show more than pain And since you left my whole life hasn't been the same [Verse Two: Young L3x] Woke up to ten missed calls and twenty texts My door bell rang it was UPS I'm so glad they left. I was still undressed My heart dropped when I got my daughter call she said There was a shooting at the club Michael was there Its not clear if he got shot but something feels weird I call his phone but it most be on silent But I'm scared cus all of this violence And last week I had a dream of him dying I told her stop crying, not a**ume to soon I turn on the news, with fear hoping I won't hear My sons name or description that matches I'm fighting the sadness Trynna stay positive expecting the worse I picture his casket laying in dirt It hurts, thinking that he can be leaving this earth It hurts, thinking that I can be losing my boy It hurts, knowing know that my fam is destroyed It hurts [Hook: Tierra Wilson] Can't forget the day you closed your eyes (eyes) I was mad at God I had to say goodbye Cus I wanted some more time with you If you knew these tears I cry show more than pain And since you left my whole life hasn't been the same