Things are really weird right now* It seems all their dreams came true Only they're home studying the day away Or working hard for the FDA Now you might wonder where that leaves me I'm not complaining, just beginning to see I never really learned just how to aspire Mostly self-deprecate, detaching the tire I was 15 looking for God Then I was 18 praying to lay Now I'm 26 with a head full of hair I'll be losing any day I pull the dirt in around me I just pull the dirt all around I've been too busy kicking up dust I'm just sifting through it now I pull the dirt in around me I just pull the dirt all around At least I'm choking on something real this time At least I'm finally learning how Things are really weird right now I know I haven't called in weeks Between the barely there days And "You know I can't stays" I just don't know what to say The words right now are really hard to find I'm running out of terms to use My mind's either weary of the things I'll say Or it's had enough of this self-abuse I pull the dirt in around me I just pull the dirt all around I've been too busy kicking up dust I'm just sifting through it now I pull the dirt in around the eye Just pull the dirt all around At least I'm choking on something real this time At least I'm finally learning how I was 15 looking for God Then I was 18 praying to lay Now I'm 26 with a head full of hair I'll be losing any day I was 15 looking for God Then I was 18 praying to lay Now I'm 26 with a head full of hair I'll be losing any day Just pull the dirt all around I've been too busy kicking up dust I'm just sifting through it now I pull the dirt in around me I just pull the dirt all around At least I'm choking on something real this time At least I'm finally learning how Things are really weird right now Things are really weird right now Things are really weird right now Things are really weird right now Things are really weird right now Things are really weird right now