You Make Me Sick I Make Music - Pushin' Forward Back lyrics

Mother, mother found me on her step Gracious mother held me to her breast until the day I started pushin' Too late to cry, she turned away, I started pushin' I saw no future in this (?) I started pushin', pushin', pushin' forward back I was pushin', pushin', pushin' forward back I was pushin', pushin', pushin' forward back I was pushin', pushin', pushin' forward back Baby brother clinging to her hair Gracious mother pleading, "Not another soul to bare" He started pushin' All my kings have fallen down I started pushin' Fallen heroes feed the ground I started pushin', pushin', pushin' forward back I was pushin', pushin', pushin' forward back I was pushin', pushin', pushin' forward back I was pushin', pushin', pushin' forward back Fallin' down, now I know her I know I'll never drown, drown, drown Fallin' down, now I know her I know I'll never drown, drown, drown Ah, I was pushin' I was pushin', pushin', pushin' forward back (x11)