YOMP - In The Morning lyrics

[Verse 1] She told me I was the best that she ever had And I didn't know what to say so I said that's so sad I'm still messed up from when everybody hated me I don't even know why my parents created me I really can't see myself living for a long time So I'm telling her that at 28 I'm gonna die That puts me one over Jimi and Cobain Life's getting crazy like Miami with c**aine I'm a producer rapper. with a clothing line So I have at least three projects going at one time Just give me a night so I can clear my thoughts I'm trying to balance out all of my losts Life's not easy but still be thankful The memories fresh so they still are painful I know that I've wronged all of my friends So I apologize just incase my life ends And I really care about everyone close to me I don't deserve these people that notice me I used to be so happy but now it all died But its ok I'm trying to bring it back alive I've come a long way but with more room to grow I apologize that my apologies always come slow And if you want to leave I don't blame you in the least bit I do understand because I am just different [Chorus] It's a brand new day in the morning It's a brand new life in the morning, yeah It's a brand new day in the morning It's a brand new life in the morning, yeah [Verse 2] They're trying to say that I'm a conscious rapper I think it's clear I'm a self conscious rapper I have emotions I don't know how to convey So I end up saying the wrong thing to say I'm not insensitive I'm just utterly confused People claim that I'm nice and I have to refuse I'm honest with myself I know I need a lot of work I guess making music just comes with its perks But I'm not telling my story to try to get sympathy I wanna help others so its a beautiful symphony Life's already complicated I don't need to make it worse I need to accomplish more before I'm in that hearse I know its depressing but d**h frequents my mind Because why people die is what makes us alive Loving people is hard but it isn't a crime It's hard to relate with these people who are fine I'd rather be depressed and living with real people Instead of the fakes who are happy and feeble People say my life is hard and I know why I just want to overcome so that I can thrive I'm not always positive but I need to be more 'Cause always being sad means you've lost the war I've had problems through every stage of life But I always overcame so I must have done it right I don't know why I think now's any different I can make it through so nothing is different There are few people there that I really do care about Who would gladly give a shoulder so I can cry and pout I think it goes unspoken the feelings are the same If you need me over I already came I'll say tonight's a cold night I'll see you in the morning '
Cause the days brand new when I see you in the morning [Chorus] It's a brand new day in the morning It's a brand new life in the morning, yeah It's a brand new day in the morning It's a brand new life in the morning, yeah