Yoko Ono - If Only lyrics

I cut my finger when you left the room The wound has healed long since then But the finger keeps bleeding, keeps bleeding For reasons unknown to me I heard me stutter when you left the room The wound has healed long since then But my mind keeps stuttering, keeps stuttering For reasons unknown to me If only i could remember The tune i was whistling that day If only i could remember The streets i had walked that day If only i could remember If only, if only I saw me crying when you left the room The wound has healed long since then But my soul keeps crying, keeps crying For reasons unknown to me If only you could tell me Why i'm smoking myself to d**h If only you could tell me Why i'm working myself to d**h If only you could tell me If only, if only