Verse 1 : If I were loving you the way you're loving me You'd be dead now, you'd feel your heart Out of your chest cause you'd be stressed out Always insecure you're looking for the cure Against the hole inside your soul Everything around is going slow And I can't do anything about it You know just like, you're non-exclusive I'm abusive and possessive as f** And I'm never there when we all need Those f**ing real talks, I'd rather smoke My weed with my clique on midnight walks And you're alone in a bed made for two What a poor girl, I'm so sorry that I ain't sorry And here you throw dirt all on my face Cause you say we are living in a dirty world My place is looking a ghost boat floating like The f**ing black pearl, b**h it's Friday make Sum fish, not because I don't love you anymore That it means I'm selfish, you're out here having fantasies About my abs, we 're coming from different love cultures We're coming from different tribes I think so Momma taught me how to respect a girl but Did she anticipated the fact that that girl's Giving her bu*ts away for few dollars Dad I sware I'm not the father, I just want you To be in love with me, but b**h I'm so sorry to bother Hook : It's so awful when it never goes both ways, (x3) It's so painful when it just goes ur way (x3) Verse 2 : If I were loving you the way you're loving You'd be dead now, you'd feel ur heart Out of your chest cause you'd be stressed out You'd be always complaining about my sh**s My planning, I've never planned to be painting Our love this way but you know how sh**s goes Life ain't always rose, you're speaking sh**s About me without any f**ing cause You're furious ? oh hilarious, you don't have The right to be furious b**h, if I were like you I'd say " sorry to piss u off I'm on my period " that's false Your sh** starts at first day of the month We're the 31st December please be honest just for once How could you be so rude ? I might ask to magic ! How can you be so heartless ? I might ask to kanye And I miss you, oh my God I miss you I don't recognize myself, I just want you right now Cause you're simply good for my health You just f** and go no you don't do anything else I guess f**ing and falling in love is for somebody else Hook : It's so awful when it never goes both ways, (x3) It's so painful when it just goes ur way (x3) Sometimes I'm wrong, sometimes I'm right Sometimes I feel alone but u don't what is inside Sometimes I'm wrong, sometimes I write, some day you'll be gone and this day freedom by my side