Yellow Second - I Can Awake lyrics

this one i can beat this one i'll survive if i could rest with meaning replete while hope is alive and thought suppressed and when i look out the universe slings a shooting star don't want to see doubt i want to see things for what they are but if i can awake from a dream i mistake for reality then would you let me in? and sanity blurs give credit to chance if it is due the thought of it stirs me out of a trance i'm coming to afraid to be right afraid to be wrong too high the stakes while up on the fence can i see the beyond my own mistakes? my energy is gone and sleep is coming on be quiet let me be alone here with my dreams visions of happy things although it's pointless when i won't remember them