Yael Meyer - I Wonder How lyrics

Surely I cannot imagine, what you must think of me now Buried here beneath the rubble, all this unexpected trouble how I wonder how, will we find it in our hearts To forgive the misregards and doubts? It's not the change that we expected Nor something we protected for Nobody prepared the plate Oh how could we have known what to wait for Now we find ourselves at loss, in the midst of this great toss And how, I wonder how? If I don't even know within me What it is that is still hindering me From loving you like I do Buried here beneath the rubble, all this unexpected trouble how I wonder how, will we find it in our hearts To forgive the misregards and doubts?