XZaR - Care About U lyrics

[Hook: John Michael] I want to love you but I I want to care about you I want to go on living But I can't get it out my brain why were you So cruel to me? I can't forgive everything you've done [Verse 1: XZaR] There's nothing to share about you, but I'm spilling my guts Why do I care about you? is something I just- Don't know why, I feel like times flown by You can sell those lies both ways, they're one thing I don't buy Our love is now unprofessional, there's no ties between us So the next time I see you, don't try to be this- f**ing saint, talking like I'm just a phase Cause you admitted I'm the best guy to ever come your way And I would tell you suffocate, but this sudden change Is taking it's toll, cause my minds in another state You got me questioning myself, am I something great? Or am I someone you would actually love to date? But now I've come to my senses like I'm f**ing against it Your a s*ut I should have never had messed with- In the first place, cause now more than ever I regret this- Excess, of feelings for you, that I've kept in So f** your friendship, there's no longer acceptance Your request is blocked.. Tetris Cause I pretended for way too f**ing long That nothing's wrong when it's my heart that your punching on But somehow I still care about you I want to stop I just don't know how to Maybe it's me, maybe I'm just f**ing stupid And not as ruthless to do this, cause the truth is [Hook] [Verse 2: XZaR] Why were you so cruel? why did I go through- All of this?, right then and there I should have called it quits But still I fall in sh**.. face first I should ball a fist.. and break her- f**ing face and just laugh cause it makes me so mad That it's placed in my past, I got played like an a** Pause, I can't believe I trusted you at-all Already another dude and you want me to, act-calm? f** you and everything you stand for Your just another damn who*e that I took a chance for Wish I had cam corded all those f**ing moments- You were hella weak and I petted you until you fell asleep Is that in your memory? how about when I slept on the floor And gave you and your son my bed? you forget that, of course It's okay though, I understand your mind is clogged Just remember all of that next time you ride his co*k And I'm gone..