Xystus - Lost In Misery Trilogy - Iii. Why Me? lyrics

I admit to cry and scream Can't this merely be a dream Didn't believe what they say But now we're seperated by d**h Our characters the same One's fault the other's blame Now that you're gone and I'm alone It's pale where the sun once shone All the things that we have been through Sorrow and joy I gave you Living by each other's strength I knew you, you knew the me It all happened way too fast I can't accept this ain't no end You must be hiding somewhere No please God this ain't fair Why me? I'm being swallowed by these questions Why me? Shivers down my spine Why me? I'm being punished for no reason Why me? Lost in misery There are things you can't control Before you know it claims you whole Letting go might seem the worst part Think again when grief's tearing you apart Try remembering the good things Still submit yourself to sadness Because he who pushes all away Severely suffers every day Why me? I'm being swallowed by these questions Why me? Shivers down my spine Why me? I'm being punished for no reason Why me? Lost in misery All shaken I awake The nightmares in my sleep Dreams of you I cannot rest Scared of the person I knew best Cold and left behind The one I loved ain't here tonight I'll pay for a visit therefore instead I feel relieved facing my own d**h Why me? I'm being swallowed by these questions Why me? Shivers down my spine Why me? I'm being punished for no reason Why me? Lost in misery