XXXTENTACION - Jocelyn Flores lyrics

[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty] I know you so well, so well I mean, I can do anything that he can I've been pretty [Chorus: XXXTENTACION] I know you're somewhere, somewhere I've been trapped in my mind girl, I was hoping that I don't wanna pretend there's something, we're nothing I've been stuck thinking bout' her, can't hold back [Verse: XXXTENTACION] I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain I've been tripped by some things I can't change Suicidal, same time I maintain, f** this thing Get a phone call Girl that you f** with k**ed herself How is it someone when nobody help And ever since then, man, I hate myself Wanna f**ing end it Pessimistic All wanna see me with no pot to piss in But n***as been excited 'bout the grave I'm digging Having conversations about my haste decisions f**ing sickening At the same time, memory surfaced through the grapevine But my uncle playing with a slipknot Post traumatic stress got me f**ed up Been f**ed up since a couple months they had a n***a locked up [Pre-Outro: XXXTENTACION] I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb [Outro: Shiloh Dynasty] I know you so well I mean, I can do anything that he can I've been pretty