XVNNIE - Cockroaches & Butterflies lyrics

co*kroach.. co*kroach... co*kroaches and bu*terflies.. bu*terflies.. You don't know, that I always feel alone, but I have friends so I never actually am alone, though It feels like it sometimes When you lay in your bed at night And look at the ceiling in the dark And get a feeling to go to the park But you see things and get kind of scared And you get this heavy feeling in your heart And this funny feeling in your stomach bu*terflies bu*terfly-highs On my way home from the studio Flies, flies, waiting for you to go How the tiiiiime, co*kroach Everything's backwards, blocked roads It's just getting started You will soon enough You don't understand it yet co*kroach I just felt like an insect to her, hate I honestly thought she hated me, hate, hate She never listened to me tho, dang That's what I told her when I was younger Mama, I just wanna sing She came over and visited me and we ate She's in the bed with me, we was working late Cuz it's quiet and she's asleep now I don't want to be too loud It'd just be easier Since we like each other, bu*terflies My stomach, bu*terfly-highs That we should just be together Wondering if you've figured it about by now I honestly love this weather, sweaters It's February and the fact that it's still pretty cold, the fact that bu*terflies can't fly Instead they die There's snow falling outside my window I love the cold, I love freezing, sorta dumb I know. co*kroach It's just when you are, you're pretty numb As so everyone I know thought, thought wrong And I'm more of a cold person But I heard the NZ sun is pretty hot, co*kroach Like maybe New Zealand and meet some new faces I just thought it'd be interesting to go to new places, bu*terflies I never wanted to, I don't really care High school, I never went there Than a basic 1+1 math problem at Central It's 4:52 and I'm feeling more simple