Xtremity - Live Life lyrics

Intro: You know what, I'm done with this. I can't do it anymore ... but you save me Intro & Hook(Joey Claris): So many times I wish I could just k** myself So many times I wish I didn't beg for help So many times I wish I could just die (Repeat 1x) And then you say " No No" you say "Go Go" You said "No No" you said "Go, live life" Live life (Repeat 5x) Verse 1 (Xtremity): Looking back through the rear-view Catching tears on my lap Some have pa**ed through cracked mirror I peered through Hold up a lighter to god, No fears and here's to Seventeen years of nightmares and fears that I can't noose I tried to hide it but its clear that my peers knew Eyes swollen from crying, but smiling I'm a weird dude Depression to by surprise As a man who tries biting his lips with the sheer truth as I fear losing That's why sometimes I can't control myself I'm thankful for my meltdowns, Sometimes they help I hold my, head up, and get up, and I feign I'm well Life's a struggle, and I know I've failed That's shy I ask to be, taken away My mind is in another place, with a frame that would scare my demons away But as I lay awake, I think of all the songs that I've played And play another , Close my Eyes and drift to my grave And you say ... Hook(Joey Claris): And then you say " No No" you say "Go Go" You said "No No" you said "Go, live life" Live life (Repeat 5x) Verse 2 (Xtremity): See I try not to cave in I'm really not worth the dirt they'll end up putting my grave in I drown and I can't swim, I'm down and I can't win I frown and I can't grin But luckily I found an angel like a saint-give Cause I was suicidal Flipping through the bible as the pressure came in waves Then it through me a tidal The tribulations and trials Stipulation like "Ant just slip a blade in a vital, C'mon lets make this final" But what about my family? I know it'd drive 'em crazy I know my prides too much , and I know sometimes I maybe try them Out of line, Maybe find the sky is hazy I struggle daily Only thing I know for sure is this is no Brady bunch So what exactly does that make me? An inconsiderate prick who tries to find he's failing? All I can do is rap and try to be real Because this is the only I know how'ta 'scribe what I feel And you say... Live life Outro & Hook(Joey Claris): So many times I wish I could just k** myself So many times I wish I didn't beg for help So many times I wish I could just die (Repeat 1x) And then you say " No No" you say "Go Go" You said "No No" you said "Go, live life" Live life (Repeat 5x)