Xpertize - Realization lyrics

V1 - Came to an understanding/ I have one life to live/ And only so much to give/ So I have to set and example/ Not just for myself/ But my fam, peers and my kid/ Stressing trying to be/ Just trying to be the best man like Taye Diggs/ Was once the man on the ledge/ Until I took a pledge/ In search of the right wig so I can get/ Ahead (yeah)/ Close to the edge, tug of war With myself, I hope I’m not pulling my Own leg/ You’ll swear I was a Rasta/ Got Head full of dreads/ Memories of the nest/ Now your boy Is full fledged/ Sewed all of my seams/ No needle, no thread/ Comfortable in my own skin/ From all the all the tears that I’ve Shed/ Thanks to all the tools in my small Garage/ Wishing for a happy ending After my Massage/ This sh*t is no facade/ One of the beastie boys, the game I Have to sabotage/ Transparent to all the bullsh*t/ And I’m camouflage/ 3rd eye open/ You say you got that gas but I’m the Best thing smoking/ Guaranteed you coughing and Choking/ Height and hart like Kevin but don’t But don’t got time for the joking/ Instigating my life goals, this is Thought provoking/ Poetry in motion/ About to induce the fruits of my labor/ With this pitocin/ See you got to have devotion/ Don’t need my drivers license to Afford focus (Ford Focus)/ Glad I didn’t have to move them keys/ To get them doors open/ (for real) But I know a couple/ Who adapt to the struggle/ They do what what they gotta do/ See I can’t knock their hustle/ Boy I’m tired of living life in this Bubble/ Feel like Jake Gyllenhaal, but I’m glad I made it out of the rubble/ Got my chance to evolve/ Came the real/ This is no illusion David Copperfield/ Playing my cards right so tell me What’s the deal/ I’d never kneel, Colin Kaepernick/ Put my heart and soul in this sh*t/ So ain’t no half assing it/ In my city it’s safety first/ Can’t believe what they’re Fastened with/ Story of my life, and I’m The protagonist/ From a city full of angels / Playing devils advocate/ Imagining/ My life not being to far from Extravagant/ I know/