XP8 - Drop The Mask lyrics

fed up with always playing nice, fed up with always thinking twice fed up with your projections, with fearing your rejections no longer tortured sleepless nights spent wishing i was worth your time no longer waking up ashamed of what i think i should have said it's time to grow real fast it's time to drop the mask drop it! drop it! I always play by the f**ing rules, I'm never nasty, never cruel it scares me when I do confess that i wish I could be somebody else so I'll cut some lines and cut the crap, I'll leave the crown to those who act like this is all that there's to be, it's time to get rid of me it's time to grow real fast it's time to drop the mask drop it! drop it! and even as i cough up another excuse, while couching another evening blues I'll beat my chest in fake concern and eat up your livid righteous scorn 'cos I will desert I'll disappoint I will cause damage I will ignore I will neglect I'll tell you lie I will forget I will despise I'll never change I'll be a bore I will betray I'll leave you sore I'll be the jerk I'll be the twat I'll be the c*nt high and f**ed up I will be all you say i am and I'll still don't know where all of this will end...