Xodiax - Oh Lawd lyrics

[Intro: 2Pac Excerpt] [Verse 1: I.N.X]: If this album be the last words I ever speak Best believe it's the truest part of me Growing up in Wilmington taught me I need to love myself Funny how my grandma' forgetting me help me know myself Funny how my dad not understanding gave me understanding Funny how my n***as whipping work make me go to work Funny how my mom barely managing showed me how to manage Funny how my aunt losing her life showed me what life is worth Grew up feeling lonely in my room full of broken blinds Never felt myself until I found myself in notebook lines Talking self doubt and depression, suicidal thoughts, lustful tendencies Words of my enemies is making me, that's no way to be Almost threw myself over the ledge a night or two in the city Hitting turns at 60, I can feel d**h flirting with me But I curved that n***a because I got people that need me Living for more than myself, now that's a life that has meaning [Hook: Dante]: Got me screaming Oh lawd! Pray for me Got me down on both knees Pray for me Yesterday I almost lost my life Pray for me I could still lose it tonight Pray for me Got me screaming oh lawd! Pray for me I could die any day Pray for me f** it, if I die today Pray for me If this songs my last words Pray for me [Verse 2: I.N.X] If this album be the last words I ever speak Best believe if you listening then you a part of me Inspired by the people around me to do my artistry That's why all my lyrics got so much heart Y'all the heart of me Call on me, I'll gladly be your ear when no one's listening Pour your heart on me, I'll be your voice over these instrumentals Let your vibe speak, we're all beautiful as individuals Let your mind speak, it's much bigger than just you and me Everythings connected and defines us here as living beings Nothing is just action, please believe in what you feel and think Cherish life, embrace every moment, you can't live it twice No rewinding time ain't no lost fam coming back So every time you parting ways treat it like it's no coming back Every shared experience treat it like it's none after that When life get to ruthless then put your face in the aftermath My n***a said that he was giving up and started screaming man! [Hook: Dante]: Got me screaming Oh lawd! Pray for me Got me down on both knees Pray for me Yesterday I almost lost my life Pray for me I could still lose it tonight Pray for me Got me screaming oh lawd! Pray for me I could die any day Pray for me f** it, if I die today Pray for me If this songs my last words Pray for me