Xochipilli - I Was Meant To Be lyrics

[Spoken] You don't have to go through this world alone You know, everybody wants to be loved, it's in our nature,but sometimes, we can't love ourselves Because we put on that mask, we've got to lock the doors and learn to love our imperfections LUTFA We all deserve something special Let me show you [Verse 1] So who's the brother you'd burn three-degrees? The same you'd slander to fulfill your needs? You know deep down that you just don't belong Preserving justice, have you got it all wrong? [Pre-Chorus] If you can't step back from the mirror and say That "Boy you've got a lot of heavy prices to pay" Then pull your wallet out Grab a razor, keep falling in debt 'Cause the tv says that you look like a mess And your self-worth is really being put to the test So take a few pills It's as close as you're gonna get [Chorus] No I don't know where stand With who it is I was meant to be So Abused by my own hand To make the change I thought I'd see No (We don't talk about it) I don't know where stand With who it is I was meant to be So (We won't talk about it) Abused by my own hand To make the change I thought I'd see [Verse 2] Look in the mirror Aren't you so ashamed? You've got your evil plan out so arranged Disguise it all, so you could fit right in, but You know you're worthless and that's why You never did [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] [Spoken] And here I was thinking I was special I'm just like the others [Bridge] So much of my I'd change my ways To keep up with where I was going But now I've some heavy dues to pay And my brothers And my sisters Where's the real me going? And I I came my best to be The man I tried so much to flee Yeah in truth all I came to be Was a lie So blind To the faults I hold That keep me from My identity Now it's clear that all I came to be Was a lie [Chorus] 2x [Outro] I get so low till I feel high I'm damned to live each pa**ing day Without a reason why Without a reason why