Xavier Simmons - Coming of Age lyrics

I'm always searching for something I'm never satisfied Maybe it's because I'm never satisfied with myself I always need to feel like I'm chasing something A goal that I'll never reach Yeah, that's it I'm chasing happiness But deep down I know having a comfortable and stable life Is my worst nightmare So is that really what I want When is it gonna stop feeling Like my life is in cruise control I'm always asking questions But that doesn't exactly mean there's gonna be answers The older I get I realize that everything isn't yes, no Black, white Right or wrong I never wanna make mistakes I never wanna hurt the people I care about I want back the lovers I've lost And the friends I used to know See, in my eyes I'm never wrong Saying sorry's one of the hardest things for me to do You know I think out of all the things I've learned in life Self control and letting things go Will always be the hardest But I've got a lot more living to do And a lot more mistakes to make But I think I'll be okay Yeah, yeah I'll be okay