Xavier Omar - Afraid lyrics

[Verse 1] Losing love, unrequited Was it truly love? undecided Hard times, I'm broken Past lies, they leave you open I try, I'm hopeless At night, no way of coping With this shredded heart Can I get reparations for the pain? Baby I'm afraid Really I'm afraid Of giving you what they all messed up My stress up Took them pictures and I dressed up Looking blessed up You need something and I got you I spot you Til i see your love is not true It's not true And I'm scared of what that feels like Looking stupid out in real life Baby I'm Afraid Really I'm Afraid [Chorus] Of loving you (I'm so afraid to love you) With all my heart, my time (I'm so afraid of hurting again) Baby I'm afraid (I'm so afraid to love you) Really I'm afraid (I'm so afraid of hurting again) [Verse 2] God has not given us the spirit of fear But the spirit of love looking like it's not here I don't doubt your heart, I just know things change It just leads to pain, I still bleed the same I still say I'm fine, but I leave my brain Dont' wanna think no more, I can't defeat my shame Don't wanna play no more, I can't defeat this game But that phone still rings, can't delete your name 'cuz you give to me Everything I pray for, every single day for Listen to me, honestly You don't have to wait for me to feel I'm safe or That I'm ready this time I want no one else, not "too" focused on myself It's just baby I'm afraid Really I'm afraid [Chorus] Of loving you (I'm so afraid to love you) With all my heart, my time (I'm so afraid of hurting again) Baby I'm afraid (I'm so afraid to love you) Really I'm afraid (I'm so afraid of hurting again)