Xavier Jordan - I HATE U lyrics

Verse:1 My pops taught me I can do whatever i set my mind too My mom you ain't gotta love me I never asked you too Erryday you beefin day in and day out And all the time I'm thinkin what is this sh** about I love you with all my heart but I hate you so much You can never be cool and get over this stuff I think you alot for bringing me into this world But you will never understand it's hard Being your little girl Can't nobody endure my pain Or feel the way I do Cryin myself tah sleep throwing up in school Sometimes I sit and think like she don't even care at all But its all good that's why I'm writing this song One day you gon know how it feels When nobody give a f** about all the things you did Cause they ain't got time for yo sh** they movin on lovin they kids something you never did Verse:2 Sometime someday I hope you get better Read the bible as much as you can Livin with you is like being in jail They way you act it's gon get you sent tah hell All the time you wanna play victim Act like you ain't the problem too tryna f** me but I'd rather f** you. Gahhdamn it hurts tah say this I'm just speaking the truth I know I f**ed up but sh** you f**ed up too Always on my a** for the things I did but if you wasn't playing victim I wouldn't write this sh** Now now this whole song I'm not gon dog you syck Sometimes there were days when you would be nice then the next day you do things out of spite I miss the mother I knew But it's me and my pops now that's gucci we cool Every time that I f** up he let me has his love But yo words was "You ain't sh** rot in hell you scrub" I never had a thought you would be who you are And you still haven't changed You act the same way And do the same old things Verse:3 I can't keep feeling the way I do But it's been like this forever All the time people keep saying you'll change And you never do Always having a smug look on you face It's obvious you mad at the world why you such a disgrace And I f**in hate how you wanna go in church Act like you've been on his side Honey let's not lie You seem like you wanna commit suicide But I know you not dumb so don't do that I had so many feelings for you I had too rap So i guess you know my story and how it all ends Depressed stressed f**ed up a mess I have so much tah say I could go on and on But a song can only be so long So I guess I'm done now