Xavery Williams - My Last Song (For Her) lyrics

[Intro: MikelWJ] I call you up, you turn me down I try to smile, but I can only frown I call again and you make it out Then we make up, and then make out You freak out, so I dip out I was stuck, like what the f**? My heart shouts, and my mind clouds You pushed down on the elevator I guess that means I'll see you later We wrestled and we nestled Those key steps to undress you That kiss was real, and those lips are still Sweetest flavor with a hint of steel So confused, who broke the rules? It wasn't me, and it wasn't you I guess it's cool, sh**. (x2) [Verse One: MikelWJ] I should have seen this coming, with the way that you were running With the way that you were acting, to how I was reacting And I can't Believe it, how you hit me past our season And you never gave a sh** when you said that I was leaving And now, you're saying that you love me, tell me that you miss me But music is a part of me, you tried to make that history You crushed it, you beat it, you threw it to the ground And set it fire in the air until I couldn't make a sound Now love is what I search for, but not something you gave me But now you come to me and say "I want you back my baby, I love you, I need you, you're something from up above." But you never gave you're heart, so now I can't give love I was never shown it, you're my opponent I'm trying to be something that you can't see and also you never could own it These women can't see this, it's just swag and money You're heart is f**ed and I know that I can't fix it up honey [Bridge: MikelWJ] I loved you so, you showed me none You said that you want me to father your daughter or son But that's all wrong, I'm far too young But then you stop telling me that you think that I could be the one So I said I love you, and act like you made me You put on a front, to act like you hate me I pushed you down, and I know that I hurt you And that's when I realized that I broke my one rule I asked forgiveness, you walked away crying Both of our hearts were broke and I was dying Lying, but I still kept on trying Our cycle of love and lust kept me smiling [Verse Two: MikelWJ] But you didn't call that night, And I heard that you moved out Arizona was your new home, you we're chilling with a new crowd But three months later, your parents wouldn't let you inside You were pregnant with a small child, and I can only imagine how much you cried The next morning was church day, all they did was show you the door They said that you slept around, they called you a s*ut, they called you a who*e So you called me that night, you had an almost dead phone And the words that followed turned into a sad sad poem But what I didn't know back then, that poem turned out as a note Then you dropped the phone and I could hear you, slowly, choke I shook with pure shock this couldn't be, real life You gave your hope up, and you gave into all that strife So I prayed to God that night, and in that prayer I cursed his name I said I'd give all the money in the world to take away that someone's pain And this is real rap right here, you know that it comes from the heart And I was wondering if you could tell me why this hurt me from the start These girls and these boys, they listen to me every single day But they never realize the truth that sits and waits in every single word I say And this isn't fake, this is all real life, and I'm getting it off my chest Maybe if it's public to the world then you'll see, I can finally rest I can finally rest I can finally rest All I want is to rest So can I finally rest? [Outro: MikelWJ I call you up, you turn me down I try to smile, but I can only frown I call again and you make it out Then we make up, and then make out You freak out, so I dip out I was stuck, like what the f**? My heart shouts, and my mind clouds You pushed down on the elevator I guess that means I'll see you later We wrestled and we nestled Those key steps to undress you That kiss was real, and those lips are still Sweetest flavor with a hint of steel So confused, who broke the rules? It wasn't me, and it wasn't you I guess it's cool, f**