X-Raided - Hold On (What's a Thug to Do?) lyrics

First Verse: When I was young, I wanted to be man of the house Have a car, kids, and Vanessa Williams as my spouse A dog in the yard, to protect the premises f** Good Times, I'm talkin' about some of that Cosby sh** Four bedroom home, white trimmed with green I'll be a doctor, regular American dream I'll go to college, obtain some knowledge and a degree I'll go to Stanford, CSUS, or maybe UCB Could go to law school, try to pa** the bar I could be a fireman, maybe a movie star Could play hoops and be the next Mike J Gettin' paid for a game I like to play anyway Man, so many options, which will I choose? Pursuin' my dreams and I'm willin' to pay dues Gotta take care of Mama, I'ma buy her a house too Look out for my sister, the first thing I'ma do When I'm rich, no more apartments full of roaches We'll have the best of everything, at least that's what I'm hopin' So in the innocence of youth, I stand strong As my future unfolds I keep holdin' on Chorus: Hold on, never let 'em see you shed a tear My soul's gone, on the inside I've been dead for years Hold on Mama, all my love's for you So much drama in the World, what's a thug to do? (2x) Second Verse: Now it's deep, it's gettin', it's gettin' kinda hectic Cuz life as an adult ain't quite what I expected Bills to pay and mouths to feed Everybody askin' for what they want, instead of what they need I thought it would be easy, I was mistaken Thought my folks would have my back, but they be fakin' I went to the pen instead of college Tryin' to have more than a dollar in my wallet f**ed around and got a girl pregnant My baby Won't be neglected the way my Daddy did me All of my dreams turned to nightmares And if I tell you about it, maybe you might care I got a (???) girl pregnant but she got an abortion Said I wasn't disciplined and didn't have caution Didn't want her only child to be fatherless She told me I would be dead before next autumn hits I disagree, but maybe she's right in a sense Cuz I'm a "G" until the day they put me in the crypt No bullsh** Hard livin' got me on one Until the day I D-I-E I'ma be holdin' on Standin' strong Chorus Third Verse: Holidays come and go kinda quick in the pen I got a call from my sister, it's my birthday again I barely noticed, deuce-five to life for murder On Thanksgiving they fed us potato tots and hamburgers I made my bed, but it's too hard to be layin' in it Fightin' the drama, but for some reason I'm stayin' in it Writin' to Mama, "Can your son get a visit?" "I'm feelin' a little depressed, can you tell me what is it?" "What you suggest? I'm stressed out beyond belief." "So much weight on my chest daily, I'm missin' the streets." Got me stretched out like a pregnant lady's belly X-Raided is stagnated and it's drivin' me crazy I created this situation, I know that's the truth No father figures in the ghetto, but that ain't no excuse Mama excuse my behavior please Feels like my soul's gone Pray for your only son, need to be strong And hold on Chorus: Hold on, never let 'em see you shed a tear My soul's gone, on the inside I've been dead for years Hold on Mama, all my love's for you So much drama in the World, what's a thug to do? Hold on.......shed a tear My soul's gone.......dead for years (No father figures in the ghetto but that ain't no excuse) Hold on Mama, all my love's for you (Mama excuse my behavior please, feels like my soul's gone Pray for your only son cuz you need to be strong) So much drama in the World, what's a thug to do? Stretched out like a pregnant lady's belly X-Raided is stagnated and it's drivin' me crazy I created this situation, I know that's the truth No father figures in the ghetto, but that ain't no excuse Mama excuse my behavior please Feels like soul's gone Pray for your only son, need you to be strong, and hold on